I will be seeing my neurologist in Seattle on July 1 for my annual evaluation. This year she had me skip the annual psychometric testing, because I was doing so very well. My scores have risen gradually but steadily since 2015, so giving it a rest might tell us something. In 2017 and 2018 I was tested exhaustively by Harborview and a couple of different studies, so I had been getting pretty good at their tests which can distort results. But I knew from my own subjective experience that I was holding my own or continuing to improve regardless of test results.
Ahead of the visit, I have been preparing a short account of what has occurred over the past year. This has gotten me thinking about a number of things.
At last year's evaluation I told her that sometimes it seemed like something would break in my brain, and I would have a sudden apparant loss of cognitive ability. However, these episodes seemed to pass, perhaps because my brain was adapting to whatever went bad.
At the end of April of this year, I was confident that, were I tested, I would score just as well as I had last summer. By mid-May that had all changed. I had another episode of losing ground, but this one was deeper, and I thought I might not recover.
There are two tests that I have been giving myself daily since 2016. One is, do I remember to lock my car when I go into the gym? The other is, can I recall that I checked for pedestrians and cars going straight after I turned left at the tricky intersection by the gym? This had been the site of a couple of close calls in 2015 that led me to quit driving for 6 months.
During the second week in May, when I left the gym and got to my car the doors were always unlocked. This occurred even when I had been reminding myself to lock up just as I pulled into the parking space. I could also not recall having been cautious after leaving the intersection.
In 2015, I had mood swings/depressive episodes four or five times a week, but these receded in 2016-2018. I had one about six months ago, and probably not another one for six months before that. But I had a couple of them in mid-May. Not very deep, but enough to make me worry that I was going back to 2015. This was deeply worrying.
I devised a new test for myself. I found a "random noun generator" on the internet that would give me five random nouns I could use for testing my memory. In the Mini-Mental State Exam used for screening people for cognitive impairment, they give you a list of three words to remember, and then ask you to recall the words five minutes later. (In 2015 I could only recall one of the words.) In the Montreal Cognitive Assessment they ask you to recall five words.
So every second day, I order up five new nouns and have Amy write them on 3X5 cards without me seeing them. I review the cards two times and then distract myself for five minutes, usually be reading a magazine article. How many of the words can I recall? Usually 3. Once all five, once only one.
This is really, really unscientific, and it doesn't tell me where I'm at. I do hope that it will show trends, but I probably don't self-administer in a way that ensures consistency. So I'm not even sure about the trends.
But I have gained confidence that I am still doing better now than in 2015. I locked the car door every day this week, and I'm confident that I have been safely turning left at all intersections. I don't think my card trick is pointing to any nasty trend, and the time of the mood swings seems to have passed.
Life is good.
In my book, "Beating the Dementia Monster," I describe what has occurred since 2015 when I first knew I had memory problems. (You can find it on Amazon.com.) I have experienced remarkable improvement, and I’m certain that I can share valuable information with many others. In this second edition I continue my story to 2020 and provide greater understanding of how Alzheimer's advances and why what I did worked.
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